Are you willing to be Broken to get to your Breakthrough?

Breakthrough is a sudden, dramatic, and important discovery or development.

One of the biggest things I've learned on this journey was exactly how unconventional God likes to do things.

Growing up my mom always told her children if you don't listen to anything I teach you, always keep good credit and never cosign for anyone. She drilled this in us so much that all of my siblings myself included graduated high school with a credit score over 700. Well, after years of keeping my credit score high enough to get a 3.25 interest rate when purchasing my home, my credit score dropped dramatically.  

Now listen, I have been through a whole lot of crushing and breaking on this journey to follow God fully and completely. However, the first and only thing that made me want to throw in the towel and go back to my cubicle quick fast and in a hurry was my credit score dropping. I sat in my room for hours crying and screaming God this can't be you. God did I hear you wrong. There is no possible way you would have told me to quit my job to have my credit score drop. Yes it was that serious.


I was blown away by his response. He responded, Destiny you heard me clearly. I told you to leave your job and I am allowing your credit score to drop. Where in my word does it say that a credit score is of me? A credit score is a clear indication that you have debt and my word says in Deuteronomy 28:12, "You should lend to many nations, but you shall not borrow. Being a borrower is out of my will. One thing you will learn on this journey Destiny is that I am going to rid you of everything that is not of me and in accordance of my word to align you with my word.

There have only been a few instances where I gave God the side eye and this was one of them. I started to respond back with but God how could you possibly get anything without a good credit score? He responded what else is it that you need that requires credit? You have purchased your home so you don't need to rent, you have a vehicle already that works. So what else do you need a good credit score for? Destiny you will never borrow again where I am taking you trust me that your credit score will be fine but that I will elevate you in a way where you will be able to pay cash for everything moving forward. 

So month after month it dropped and dropped and dropped some more. As of April 12 of this year it had dropped all the way down to a 460. It had gotten so bad I would immediately delete the notifications without opening them when they came in. I would just hold fast to God's words to stop from crying. It didn't help that I wake up every morning to a poster that says I will be debt free in June of 2019 with that accomplishment nowhere in sight.

Well, in May The Lord instructed me to go meet with a bankruptcy attorney. For the entirety of my life I would always say I would never file bankruptcy. From everything I had been taught and known about it there was such a stench associated with it. But, I did as I was instructed and was blown away at how many wealthy people do it and how easy the process was for my situation. I then took the information I received before God and asked what it is he wanted me to do. He gave very clear instructions. He instructed me to file a 13 because a 7 wasn't biblical as a Christian we should take accountability for the things we have agreed to take care of. I was a little salty about it but hey he knows best. He also instructed me to return my vehicle. If you didn't read that story it is here. He told me to get rid of everything except my house. So I did it.

Now I don't know if y'all know like I knew but from what I was told when you file bankruptcy and return a vehicle (repossession) your credit is now shot shot! Like no coming back for at least 5-10 years shot. But even in my uncomfortability and confusion I went forth. So in June of this year my husband and I filed a Chapter 13 bankruptcy. That sounds terrible if that is how the story ended but it is not.

As of June 2019 I am debt free with the exception of my home (according to my credit score). As of today my credit score has jumped over 200 pts and I have a 698. Some how some way, ok because of God all of my debt was removed off my credit except a capital one credit card. It was included in the bankruptcy so the debt is gone but not the credit card I still have an active account that is paid current now which spiked my score even with a bankruptcy. Listen, when I tell you laws,rules and regulations are changed on my behalf because of my father being who he is they are.

If you don't get anything at all from reading my weekly words please get to surrender and do it his way. No matter how crazy it looks, sounds or even smells. He has NEVER gotten it wrong and won't start with you!

So I ask again would you be willing to be BROKEN to get to your Breakthrough? Comment below and let me know but don't say YES if you don't really mean it.

On August 13th at 9:30 pm EST. I am hosting a FREE webinar where I will share the six steps and go into more detail about God's STRATEGY if you are ready to make the decision to be about your father's business Register Here. But, If you are ready to get to work and actually see a transformation like my PFP students sign up for August's class. Registration ends on Saturday.

As of August 15th the Shift will go into full effect. I will be doing a full shift in my business, pricing and the products and services that I offer. I can't share all the changes right now but what I can say is if you haven't tried Prayerpy and have been contemplating if you should.

Now, would be the time because if you are not a PFP member they will not be offered the way they are now EVER again. Yes I feel like my heart is being torn out but I know my father is no deadbeat and wants my life to be a true reflection of him and not a perverted one. So I have no other option but to GO!

I know I have put in the work, time, and taken on the spiritual warfare required for where he is taking me. I know that I have proven myself to be an expert in my field and in my gift. So I now have to show up as just that, The Expert. This week I was told by someone I look up to that she would love to collaborate with me but she couldn't because her clients would take me as a joke, because of my pricing with the testimonials I have. That stung because I knew and know what God has placed in me could change the world but that my poverty mindset would have me stuck watching those God has blessed through me, soar pass me.

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