Do you have a perverted sense of Humility?

Shift is to exchange for or replace by another.

"You think you are better than me. Don't you?" This is what would play in my head constantly anytime I accomplished something and wanted to share or anytime someone would give me a compliment. Growing up to a single mother that battled a domestic abuse relationship for years during my childhood. When my mother finally was freed and made a more than decent salary she made sure we were set as her children. She made sure we had the best of the best and even supplied all 4 children with their first luxury vehicle.


I always knew the importance of sharing, giving and putting out a helping hand to others in need. So I always shared literally my last with any and everybody. Gave people that didn't even like me rides in my new car, when my mother told me not to. But, like a never ending nightmare everytime my resources were exhausted or I said "No" I can't do it today. Thrown back in my face was, "You think you are better than me. Don't you?"

I heard this so often, that it begin to make me water this seed inside of me called perverted humility or as some may know it as the spirit of Poverty. That is when you limit your dreams and belief to be accepted. Where you don't accept compliments very well from people and youimmediately say I had nothing to do with this it was all God! But, you have programmed yourself to believe that you just want to give God the honor he is due. You don't see the true value in anything you have to offer no matter how good your testimonials are. And you choose over and over again to make sacrifices when God hasn't instructed you to. To sacrifice the well being of your family, sanity and even finances to help as many as you can in The name of The Lord.
 

If you are new to following me or being a part of my very vulnerable and transparent journey with The Lord than you may not know this. But, I got on this journey to be completely obedient to God and having a spirit of poverty and a perverse humility spirit led me into disobedience. To keep it trill with you all, it had me where I had a calendar full of sessions but didn't know how my mortgage was going to get paid or my lights would stay on and saying I am trusting God to provide. 

Now, I want to be very clear on this part my harvest season just transitioned in April/May so prior to that I was in my sowing season meaning I was to offer an abundance of complimentary services and 50% off specials to show God that I did trust him no matter what. But, after he instructed me that I had now transitioned I begin to get afraid of hearing that voice come back yet again saying, "Oh now you think you are better than us". So much so that I didn't transition fully the way his instruction was to do so. So as of August 15th the Shift will go into full effect. I will be doing a full shift in my business, pricing and the products and services that I offer. I can't share all the changes right now but what I can say is if you haven't tried Prayerpy and have been contemplating if you should.

Now, would be the time because if you are not a PFP member they will not be offered the way they are now EVER again. Yes I feel like my heart is being torn out but I know my father is no deadbeat and wants my life to be a true reflection of him and not a perverted one. So I have no other option but to GO!

I know I have put in the work, time, and taken on the spiritual warfare required for where he is taking me. I know that I have proven myself to be an expert in my field and in my gift. So I now have to show up as just that, The Expert. This week I was told by someone Ilook up to that she would love to collaborate with me but she couldn't because her clients would take me as a joke, because of my pricing with the testimonials I have. That stung because I knew and know what God has placed in me could change the world but that my poverty mindset would have me stuck watching those God has blessed through me, soar pass me.

So here I am again letting you all know I am not perfect. That just like you I have suffered and still suffer sometimes from fear, not feeling worthy enough and disobedience. But my father is a father of Grace and not only for me me but for you as well. He will pick you up when you fall. He will redirect and create a detour when you are lost. I mean he is the ultimate "GPS" system of rerouting. Check out www.instagram.com/tb_scribetribe to purchase the book about being rerouted by God written by one of my sister's and accountability partners, Cierra. Now is the time to surrender to the SHIFT. Even when afraid and feeling like you are about to sacrifice everything you know for the unknown. But hey I did it before and he provided why not do it again with more clarity and instruction of how this ride will go.


Are you ready to surrender to THE SHIFT? 
Comment Below and  Be honest with your response.

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